23.3.10

LOSER!!!

salam & hye y'all,


Lately jadual tido x berapa betul.tido kol 2 pagi.terjage kol 4 pagi sebab nyamuk.bangun kol 7 pagi itupun bgn sbb solat subuh.hoh!subuh aku kol 7 honestly.adeih.then sambung tido kalau kelas xde sampai tghari.bangun2 terus g makan.wauuu.lpas tu da x boleh nak tido.nk dekat2 maghrib baru mengantuk.jadi malam x leh tido so tido lewat n so on so on.erghhh.sakit kepala nyah!.then sekarang semua orang tegur eh eh why muka kau nmpak lesu, letih, x bermaya, kusam.dat's why la dear.pegi kelas dengan mata panda.uh!x cantik langsung!n lately got a lot of problems that make me feel such a loser.loser.loser.berat badan dah naik.well makan x jage, jogging haram nk pegi kau.plus he always make me feel uncertainty.hopelessness. pain!!pain!!hurt!!hurt!!huh! interview plak x dpt.wth la.arghh!LOSER!i hate myself.why must this happen??does this is the pain of growing up??i go thru the bad times more than the good times,it make me feel like i can't do anything right or life is purposeless n i want to hide.hey i want to hide!!it's never going to get better and i want to die.then mesti ramai orang bahagia.hmmmm...


akon i luv u.err i mean ur 'be with you'.currently listening to.entry xde perenggan.padan muka.


-pen off-





9 comments:

  1. nyah, u're not a loser la. Dun make me feel bad bout d interview. Better luck next time ok. zi noe how it feels, trust me. I'm about to lose my head all d time. So stay cool k...

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  2. hahaha
    cube ko tido cm aku
    tido 1030 bgn 1030
    perghhhhh

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  3. wa : act interview is not a big deal.not da one dat really make me feel such a loser.tp psal tu.aku da x larat nk compete dgn dia.

    fariz : wauuu.accurate gile mase tdo bangun kau!!hebat2!!tp mesti x solat subuh!!kantoi!he2~

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  4. then stop competing. she's not worth it. Love rival is hard but just think bout urself more ok..

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  5. aku da try x bole.
    mse naik moto slalu harap aku xcident then ilang ingatan.
    ahakss..gilak!tah pape.

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  6. doa lah camtuh..
    kena btol br taw..
    well..verily afer all the hardships there will be a relief-al insyirah..
    bace ayat tuh bebanyak~

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  7. mok : tq moks.

    arief : tido mmg bez.

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  8. mendapatkan tido yg cukup is one of the diet jugak kannnn???

    jadi sile tido skrg

    eh jangan dah dekat kul 8 hihih..btw, take care

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