29.9.09

xdepape.sies.



ape?nmpak x something..klu x nmpak xtau la..

22.9.09

cepatla raye taun depan..

x best laaaa rye taun neh~!!!!!!!!harap bju je bnyk..
umh serabot..mcm kt tapak pembinaan..sigh..
nk amek gmbar pon tade mood..
da la x jumpe kueh peberet aku..kueh batang buruk!!!benci2!!
sumenye kueh moden..muak la..x sedap..
kwn2 plak tade dtg umh..yela da umh cm umh antu..sape nk dtg..huhu..
huuuuuuuuu~~~~~

18.9.09

sbb bnyk sgt space dlm umh ni..

1 st of oll..aku nk minta maap bnyk2 kt osmate aku sbb aku tepakse bkak sume lampu yg ade dlm umh ni..bkak tv kuat2..bkak radio..bkak la ape2 yg bole bkak janji aku rse umh ni cm meriah rmai org pdahal aku sorang je yg tdo mlm ni..waaaaaa.!!!!TATOT laplak.

  hana ko ok x tdo sengsorang neh???!!gla tukau tiket..sempat lg..
  mlas a..x yah la..aku ok je..rileks la..bknnye kt hutan..
  ko x takot antu kan???
  wut???@%$#$.ape soalan ntah korang neh.aku x takot la wei.aku  lg takot dgn org jahat..

yes...pg td org jahat 2 tegur aku!!buduh!!buduh!!shit..dak blkng umh 2 mmg mental..lucah..kitorang panggil die johari window sbb die slalu ske menjenguk kt tingkap smbil tet...................duh!!

emmm...nk blk..cptla esok..boring seyh..benci aku dgr lgu raye kt radio..senyap aa.!



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ni tyme last lab mr.ell yg dolu2 pnh halau aku n ske reject repot aku tp skrng sdh plak sbb da xleh jmpe die..die laki cantik..jeles aku..x sempat amek pic die..sigh..

17.9.09

tenkiu~

 
wet rye pling bnyk pnh aku dpt..huhu..klu btol sonok gle..nk beli gitar satu!!
x nk bg kt sape2..korang da dpt bnyk.aku kedekut~!kikiki~jgn curi~dose~
mlm esok aku bakal tdo sengsorang kt umh yg besar gabak neh..adeii..tbe2 aku rse umh ni menakotkan...
nway thanks fariz~~!!!!!
to all..selamat hari raya maap zahir batin~raya la sepuas ati..jgn pikir asgment..ha2..

16.9.09

hari tua dd main bnga api

 
 

15.9.09

by him..

 
the world may be contaminated, but we need not be contaminated by it. The lotus only grows and blooms well in muddy ponds. The dirty water of the pond provides it with nutrients but the lotus flower is untainted. It grows pure and beautiful.


It is the same with our lives. The world may be contaminated, people around us may be truly corrupted. But there is no other world to go to (except after death).


So we just have to take all the impurities around us as reasons for our own growth - in the direction that we decide for ourselves....


And our lives will shine with a brilliance greater than the sun. No matter what...

~akupunyeblog~

14.9.09

~ur so gay~

 
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams


************new hapdate

br blk dr jj.g tgk wayang..up..memule ingt cm x best..tp cte neh sgt sweet..simple..simple life yet happy..happy together as a wife n husband..shuiittt~lapit~



 
 
dak russell yg comel  ni wt cte ni adventure..huhu..sweet..sgt sweet cte neh..




daa...da tenang ckit kepale aku lps tgk cte neh..nk tdo dgn tenang..hope mimpi g paradise fall mlm neh..hehe..adioshh..

*double sigh*

arini da bpe kli aku ngeluh.bnyk menda happen dlm 1 ari..test ipm jwb cm sme je.pnt kot ngafal..die plak wt aku berbaur..ape ntah..lantak la..da x bole nk go on....pegi la ceruk mne nk g.jauh2..xpe.pegi la....aku idop je ary..sigh..

dak2 ni plak berdebat kt fb..sinis..annoying..psl menda kecik..nk dibesar2kan.amendenye..back 2 da basic jela my fren..menda salah 2 ttp slh..mcm agama gak..benda haram ttp haram jgn dihalalkan..n agama x membebankan & x berat tp jgn atas alasan tu pulak agama diringan2kan..sme la dgn mslh diorng neh..menda salah..nk dikecah2 betolkan..benang basah n bkn lg basah tp da nk putus pon nak gak ditegak2 sambungkan..ape menda la..sigh...sigh..sigh..aku bkn nk sokong mne2 even my fren of mine terkasar bahasa .yes i admit salah cmtu tp bkn berniat berkasar..i noe her.. tp aku nk gtau la..dlm belajar ni berkat 2 penting my fren..dpt result hebat cmne pon klu x berkat..ssh.x gune...skrng bole la hebat..tp tgk la tyme keje nnt..xde menda yg nk ditunjuk2 hebat pandai bagus betolkan pon..sme je sume org..xde yg bodoh..xde yg pandai..klu x xkan sperma korang berjaya msuk dlm ovum..sperma korang dulu pon berusaha keras berenang to be da 1st msuk ovum..tp xtaula kalu koramg sejak azali..sejak zaman sperma lg idop nk senang..x nk usaha..berjaya bukan atas usaha sendiri..tumpang sperma lain ke..then ble nk smpai ovum bru beria2 berenang..ha..kan aku da kua sperma2 neh......sigh..




all n all menda yg salah ttp salah..pkir la dgn otak yg ade..sigh..jap g present..xde mood..mlm ni nk tgk wayang..xde mood..sigh..


new hapdate****************

da ciap present tp sies aku xde mood nk mengexplain..da xde jiwa..ntah la..siesly not in mood.rse kosong..bnyk prob dtg skali.aku x leh handle...psal ary..psal kwn..psal idop aku..psl study..sigh..

n 1 more thing..aku knl a friend of mine tu..aku tau die student biase..xdela dikategorikan genius or wutso..die usaha..usaha die sndiri...die sies ble bab blaja..ble die nk bjaye..die akan usha utk dptkan..on her own effort..die pandai die usaha..ble die score aku x pnh jeles sbb aku tau die usaha..tp ble org yg x nk usaha,,idop nk senang aku x respek babe!aku kecam org cm tuh..even kwn aku sndiri..lantak..life isn't dat easy..nk bejaye usaha till the end..ble kte bjaya ats usaha sndiri..br kte akn satisfy..sigh...penat..adiosshh..




-we live in a contaminated moral environment-lost-aku penat dgn certain2 org yg typical pemikirannya-

12.9.09

beauty vs pain part 1

"gumuk!boncit!fatso!eeii..no..no..x maula u..zaman skrng pompuan juz dikire cantek ble xde 1 lemak pon kt badan..bkn cm dlu2..zaman2 nenenek..nk jd model musti kurus babe..pompuan gumuk pakwe lari..pompuan gumuk perut bertayar2??..eiiyeww..mkn nasi??helloo!!sorry..i x boleh tgk lansung nasi..pliss..today i eat a bit..tomorrow i don't want 2 eat at all..nk cantek.kn berkorban u..beauty is pain right??"

pro ana..thinspiration..anorexia nervosa...is a common eating n mental diorder among us...cantek eyh?


ape pandang2..am i hot??
ouh..i'm feeling good..yea.
i'm  beautiful..am i?thanks..
sies aku sgt cantek.xde lemak babe!



nape mesti jd cmni????????? 




i kn jd chantek!terbaek punya!!


nape aku nmpak gumuk lg neh..never satisfy


because i love thin n bone


p/s: x cntek la weih..syes..tp tatau la bg boys cantek..kekeke..so..bersyukur jela dgn diri kte skrng...sekian.

10.9.09

~

 
i love myself..i'll not change.full stop.

8.9.09

ske hati..hati ske..

salam my fren..salam stranger..salam lalock..miss u lalock..miss u so bad..

first & foremost dis week gonna be a hectic week for me.for us bak kate wani..lot of ass..assgments i mean..tests..quizzes..popozal still not progressin' duh!..em jap..wait..dis is my blog kan so it's up 2 me to write anything..my own blog..my story n my life....my life.precious!yay!.well..everyone have their own purpose 2 write  their blog..ade yg lepaskan geram kt blog..ade yg nk kongsi info2 kt blog..yg nk promote barang2..promote diri...sebarkan dkwah sebarkan politik..share their true love story or suck love story not fun..or wutsoever..

for me..i do 4 my own satisfaction..something dat i can use 2 recall back my life..coz my life precious..

n arini dpt 2 quotes dr prof low seng mook time discuss popozal..huhu....

'if u like calculus,u like thinking.'

'to get the good answer, we must ask a good question as the answer itself is in the question'
n 2day i got my own quote..aku da ade quote sendiri babe..haha..pehal..

kalau aku wat sesuatu..aku akan wat yg terbaik!!
                                                                       -hana-




currently listen 2 croatian rhapsody by maksim..bg tenang otak coz "i was born for test" dis week.. n nk study le neh..taa..adioshhh!!!~~

7.9.09

mentagged

For the sake of been tagged by my bro,dekmus n yea~!.

1. Anda rasa anda hot??
hot la jgak sbb osmate aku ske ckp "kepala hot ngko!!' kat aku..hoho..xdela wei..aku x hot pon...klu  hot da lme aku kawin dgn hugh jackman.kekeke..

2. Upload gambar kesayangan anda?


~a pic before death~

3. Kenapa anda suka/sayang gambar ni?
xdela syg..tp ske..huhu..sbb 1st, aku sgt enjoy tyme neh..plus lori 2 sgt dekat dgn kitorang tp sume wat mke selambe x takot mati..haha..credit 2 sasa 4 da pic yg skrng kn extend sbb kn langgar lori tuh..he..


5. Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?
teruskan by agnes monica..ceh..jiweng

 
7. Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa? 
aku ske nme aku..panggil aku hana sudah..tp aku lg ske klu nme aku raja nurul hana.tet..

8. Tag lagi 7 orang tanpa kekesalan.

-ee
-pojie
-fariz
-ihsan
-jannah
-asma
-iema

*pdan mke korang..hoho....k la..nk mndi..adioshh..




************new hapdate..


ade org x ske nme aku raja nurul hana..wakakaka...

6.9.09

-blog aku-

mlm ni......rse.......erghh..boring ah!!!ingt nk join dak2 neh bebuk..kt mne?kt klcc eyk..ha...yekot.. tp xde transport plak...klu wat kt area shah alam bole le aku joing......nk g tgk wayang,diorng plak sme sibuk study........study???erghhhh boring aku dgr.....aih..stuck.mmg stuck!

xde mende pon nk tulis act .n xde mende pon yg best tp blog aku..ske ati ler nk tulis ape!!(sounds greattz).heh..

dah tu.....da la tulis..da xde mende kan nk tulis....tp aku boring.....bia lantak la jari aku nk menaip2..lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala




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eyh..hujan plak kt luar....haha..padan mke dak2 neh dating memalam..padan mke hujan!padan mke basah!!hargghhharrharrgghh..(jelez sebenanye).jeles la babe..

emmmmmmmmm.....boring eyk.?.x yah la bce..x suruh bce pon...g study la..berzikir ke..aku jap g nk cr journal..konon la..aku benci la da excited cr journal nk wat thesis..tajuk kn reject plak..eeiishh..

kak ayu!!tajuk sy kn reject dgn prof razak!!
biasela tu sayanggg..
biaseke..aku da wat bnyk mslahnye..plus tajok 2 can be implement lah!bknnye impossible..!!

aih hujan ni nk suh aku tido ke...sejuk plak tuh...







tdo a..lantak la ko poposal...progress urself hokeyh!

4.9.09

asal aku





makan..makan..makan..x mkn x buleyh ke..gemok sme org ckp aku..hana gemok..bialer..




aku x paham la zawari zainon..






aku rse deborah henry 2 pompuan yg cantek..bole x?





3.9.09

short film

heho..hohe..heho...hohe..heho......okay2...

salam ma fren..salam stranger..salam malaysian!!!heho!!
sal aku swonok sgt..@$%&*^*** mental disorder.not.
well..act aku da abs 3 test smlm!!dat's da point..heheh..

okayler..it's gonna be juz a short entry..well..korang pon pnt nk bce..aku paham..aku paham..bdak2 skrng bkn ske mmbace..

so td aku terbukak 1 website neh..as a malaysian yg ske tgk short film yg best silalah click link di bawah..

http://www.15malaysia.com/

**************new update


2.9.09

thanks to her~

ehem..salam..ceh mood tgh baik..
skrng ni aku da stop dgr lgu unwritten law..mksudnye aku da x bengang..huhu..cpt dowh mood aku berubah.tgh aku bengang2 tension2 psal esok ade 3 test plus aku bce x msuk..then aku baring2 ler dgn bku besepah2 kt tepi aku..pastu aku pusing kiri..aku terbace 1 quote dr rabiatul adawiyah kt atas bku nota free aku dpt dr mne ntah....die tulis cmni.....

Ibadat yang sebenar ialah untuk mencari keredhaan Allah,bukan keinginan untuk mendapatkan syurga ataupun ketakutan terhadap neraka

Then tbe2 aku terpikir....kalau belajar ni sebahagian dr ibadat..so aku blaja ni sbnrnye untuk cri keredhaan Allah la..bkn sbb takot parent mrah or sbb nk dpt dekan..dpt pointer bgus...keje bgus..then kaya..then.....then mati...emm....patotla aku blaja cm tension..xtau ape yg aku nk kejar....

pstu tgh belek2 bku nota yg x pnh aku belek tu....tbe2 aku teringat kt sorang kwn mse kt smap labu dlu..die ske sgt tegur aku..die ske tegur aku psal redha2 ni..skit2 yg kuar dr mlut die..redha Allah..redha guru2..ntah la nape die ske tegur aku cmtu..well....aku ingt lg..tyme class math.die ntah cmne bole dok tepi aku..tyme tu ckgu tgh ngaja kt depan..aku x bkak langsung bku math 2..aku bce subject lain..die pandang aku..


die  : hana..npe awk x bkak bku math..nape bce fizik..

aku : malas a..x paham la aku math2 ni..x ske..

die :  bkak la bku tu..x baik..kalau x paham pon atlist kte dpt keredhaan cikgu..

aku : aku dlm ati..emm..okay..xdela rse nyampah kt die..sbb die tgur cre baik..



pastu aku pon bkak la bku math..dgr ckgu ajar........thanks god n thanks 2 her aku dpt A math..huhu..okay..lg 1 cite psal die...tyme tu lg bape mnggu nk SPM..aku 1 grup dgn die ade discussion grup ke ape ntah..x ingt le..tp kitorng kn cr ckgu..tp ckgu xde..puas la buang mse jln2 pusing2 smap cr ckgu tu..rpenye die mmg xde..cuti kot..aku bengang la..pnt kot jln2 cr ckgu..ckgu xde..aku ajk diorng blk..da mls nk wat discussion..


aku : wei..jom blk la..pnat la cmni

die  : nape?

aku : ye la..pnat2 jln..ckgu bkn ade pon..kalau tau awal2 aku x g ikot korang.

die  : xpela hana..x rugi pon..atlist kite dpt berkat..berkat dr cikgu 2 yg penting..

aku : .............................................................................................................emm..yela..


Aku pon trus la wat discussion..tp die yg ajar..hehe..

So skrng ni....aku x perlu la blaja tension2 sgt..niat pon x btol lg..haishh..act aku sgt admire die dlu mse kt Smap Labu..msti die da berjaya skrng..die sgt hebat bg aku..die antara org yg ble tegur aku..aku terdiam n terpikir blk ape yg die ckp..n aku xkan lawan blk..maybe sbb die ikhlas tegur aku..aku bkn sng nk trime org tegur aku..jgn harap aku nk dgr..huhu..

well....aku  ni xdela baik sgt tp ble aku da tbe2 tersedar cmni..aku akn jd baik!!kekekeke..so....ikhlaskanlah niat kte untk blaja....untuk mncari keredhaan Allah..


ade bnyk lg chapter nk bce plus kwn aku nk pnjm note tu..so aku kn abiskan bce secepat mungkin..daa..adiosshh!!








nway thanks to her..thanks to aini nabilah~~nape nme die wane kuning??sbb die rumah kuning dlu..hehe..



1.9.09

bile aku dah..

bile aku da layan lgu the celebration song-unwritten law dgn high volume cm nk pekak telinga maksudnye aku tgh bengang rse nk hantuk pale sorang2 kt dinding smpai mati.lg2 tgh peot neh..mmg masyuk arr..


-xyah tnjuk shit dpn aku,aku tau shit 2 ape,ckp nk bnyk-
-sekian-