31.7.09

indah la sgt

Saat indah awal perkahwinan. ...

Teruna : Akhirnya inilah saat yang aku tunggu sekian lama
Dara : Apakah kau rela kalau aku pergi?
Teruna : Tentu tidak! Jangan sesekali kau berfikiran begitu!
Dara : Apakah kau mencintaiku?
Teruna : Tentu! Selamanya akan tetap begitu!
Dara : Apakah kau pernah berlaku curang?
Teruna : Tidak ! Aku tak akan melakukan hal seburuk itu!
Dara : Mahukah kau menciumku?
Teruna : Ya !
Dara : Sayangku.... .!

Sesudah 5 tahun perkahwinan. ....Korang baca dari bawah ke atas pulak.....hehehe

28.7.09

mak!!!npe plak tabuleyh??

asma gemok ajak aku g tgk asai kawen..aku nk g la jgk sbb kwn yg 1st kawen beb wpon aku x sngke si asai 2 da nk kawen..aku still tebayngkan si asai yg tgh menggaru2 kepala smbil jln seret2 kasut..hahaha!!tbe2 tau2 da nk kawen mamat ni..bgus la..da sanggup bg komitmen..its ok la..hope bekekalan smpai anak cucu ye.......eyh jap semoga bekekalan smpai ke syurga..heh~x kan smpai anak cucu je kot..pastu cerai..huhu..tidak..tidak..

aku ingt mak aku x kesah la sbb slame ni pon die x pnh plak hlng aku nk g memane tp tatau la kli ni die beria2 x bg aku g..aik???pelik la plak mak aku ni??aku nk tgk kwn kawen je..bkn nk g clubbing ke ape??nape mak???adakah sbb aku wat mke xde mood tyme tnye mk aku tuh??mmg la sbb aku tgh demam mak....xkn nk wt mke excited plak..tp xpela.....xpe......xpe.......it's ok...it's alrite...................da mk kate x boleh..x boleh la..jgn degilsgt..nnt jd pape spe ssh................lgpon...lgpon,......aku x boleyh ckit tgk org kawen ni....he..aku x bole sgt tgk org tgh akad nikah actually...ble tgk org tgh akad nikah je msti aku jd sebak tbe2..dr dlu lg..tatau la npe..huhuhu..hana...hana....definitely over...bru tgk org beb!..blom aku yg tgh akad nikah!!!klu tyme aku akad nikah nnti tatau la cmne..silalah sediakan tisu bnyk2 yerk mak!!

act aku tgh boring sgt ni plus aku rse aku mamai..lalock..x bepijak kt bumi yg nyata lps mkn ubt2 td..aku bkn ske sgt mkn ubt tp disebabkan aku da menghabiskan wet aku untk beli ubt..so aku mkn jela.....ishhhh!!AKU X SUKE UBAT!!!!!!!!!!!

dikala aku keboringan 2....aku lyn la twiligt neyh..leyh????bru nk bce????hello hana org lain da abis bce sume siri die ..da katam 3 4 kli da ko br nk bce???bak kata si wani "batak la ko"hahaha!!peduli ape aku..better than never..





bkn aku tamau......

bkn aku tamau tolong abah masak
bkn aku tamau kemas umh
bkn aku tamau ciapkan asgment
bkn aku tamau join kwn2
bkn aku tamau kuar dr blik aku
aku mauuuuuu...tp....tp..
aku demam...
demam yg lain mcm..
H1N1 kah aku???
errr..if btol aku trik blk kata2 aku kt post before neh!
tidakkK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aku x ske demam!!!!!!!!!!!!!

25.7.09

Tq H1N1~

tq H1N1??tq???npe tq plak????!!!!>>>msti bengang je org yg terkene wabak neh..heheh~npe la dak ni leyh wt statement cmni!huhu.ape ingt aku ske sgt ke dgn wabak ni..aku pon klu bole tamau terjangkit dgn sesape...tp da arini kecoh2 1 uitm s.alam kn kuarantin!!so aku as a student yg belambak lg asgment x siap..yg bnyk menda nk kn bce utk test..yg bnyk menda nk kn pkir utk proposal..yg bnyk keje nk wt utk presentation..yg xde mood nk study sem ni..yg tgh sedih nk lpekan sume kenangan kt s.alam ni so.......!!!!dats why la aku sgt2 hepy dpt blk umah!!!!!yahooooo~~yabedabeduuuu~~~~babai s.alam..babai H1N1....

So ptg 2 aku dgn x sbrnye ajk awin g beli tket sbb takot da abis n bajet rmai lg yg tatau..bajet aku la antare org2 yg awl tau..tp!!!!!ble smpai je stesen bas s.alam..................................
sampai je......................smpai2 jerk......aku....................aku...........mcm.......leyhhh!!!!!!!!!!!MySpacesmbil wt mke x pecaye????rmai gle org beratur!!!panjng gle cm org beratur nk beli tket transformer..aku da wsau bajet da abis..nsb baik ade lg..fuhhh~~~~selmt.MySpace..n aku siap dgr dak2 ni ade yg da beli smlam lg..gle hebat cepat tesebar klu bab2 cuti..xde clas..clas batal or cancel n something like dat!cepat je..sume org tau..tp klu ade additional class....banyk je alasan..tatau la..xde org infom la..huhu..biasela..student...heheh~aku pon cmtuh~aku pon student~

so mls nk kecoh-kecoh kecah-kecah mat lempeng kt stesen bas tuh...kitorng pon lepak la kt SACC ..mkn2....rse cm kosong plak s.alam..s.alam mmg x beseri klu xde dak uitm..huhu~
s.alam......s.alam.......teralu..terlalu..tersangat bnyk kenangan aku tersimpan kt s.alam...n ble aku da keje or da kawin suatu ari nnt.......n tbe2 aku jejak kaki smule kt s.alam ....aku msti nangis....senyum sorang2.....pastu ngis smula....then senyum..pastu..gelak plak..huhu~cm org gle..kenangan aku..aku xkan lpe..smpai ble2~~ceh..tbe2 touching~huk2~MySpace

21.7.09

the show~

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

18.7.09

lecturer is always right.

ari sbtu kn bgn pg g class..bapak la mls..nk kn nek bas lg..bapak la seksa..da la otak mmg tgh kosong..xde perasaan..jln pon cm zombi..awal kot kua umh..tp still smpai lewat jgk!lmbt 10 mnt..n ble sampai clas je MR.L bru je msuk..I MEAN BRU JERK MSUK!!!!!!bknnye da lme sgt die tercongok kt class 2..n ble kitorng smpai je...

mr.l : haa.!!ni npe lmbat neh!!
aku : er.rrrrrrr..heh..
mr l : sy tnye nape lmbat dtg class!!!
aini : sbb....sbb...bas..
mr l : sy tnye nape lmbat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aini : sbb bas lmbat!
mr l : sy tnye nape AWK dtg lmbat!!
aku : "die ni ade kekurangan hormon ke??"bebel aku dlm ati
mr l : nape awk lmbat hah?!!
aku : "woii!!bape bnyk kali nk ulang ayat 2??"aku jerit dlm ati
mr l : org lain bole cpt..nape awk x bole!!da g keluar class sy!!!
aku : @$%#$#@@^***
mr l : kuar sy ckp!!(smbil tuding jari die kt pintu..)

aini dgn laju gle x pandang sape2 trus blah..aku pon ikot dgn mke blur cmpur sedih sbb da excited dgn subject ni tp dispoilkan oleh lecturer yg 'CANTIK" tu..cantik ke??cantik la kot..putih..kulit bersih..tp die LAKI buduh!!tp die mmg 'CANTIK" la..hohoho..anim plak dgn teragak-agak bgn dr kusi dgn mke x puas ati kuar skali..maka keluar la kami dgn perasaan hampa sbb x dpt blaja lab 1st+bengang sbb pnat2 nek bas tp kn halau+ x puas ati sbb die pon lmbat+sedih sbb malu kot..malu?aku act xde la malu sgt..sbb aku mmg tgh xde perasaan tyme tu..aku lbh kpade hampa la sbb aku mmg rse sronok kot subject neyh!tp ble da jd cmni..ble lecturer da wat aku cmni..x bg peluang lngsung..aku nk ilmu..slah ke..da la class 1 st..kalu ye pon warning la dlu..mslhnye die pon dtg lwat..kitorng lewat 5 saat je pon dr die..salah besar ke??x sempat nk mnta maaf die da herdik2..wei!!hello!!!u lecturer kot..aku nk bengang2..x puas ati pon die lecturer..kn hormat gak..nnti x berkat plak..kan..kan..n tbe2 dlm bas aku rse penat sgt sem ni..cm xde mood nk blaja dgn lecturer yg x bape nk sporting..x mcm sem lps best..lecturer sume sporting n profesional la as a lecturer..tgh sedih2 tu tbe nmpak kak zu!swonok sgt.windu plak kt kak zu..wlopon aku slalu gdoh dgn die..tp aku ske sebilik dgn die n ee..rse cm idop aku x boring..kre kalu dlm movie xde la mendatar je kisah idop..kre happening la idop aku dpt seblik dgn die..huhu~

nway aku da mls nk ngamok2 kt lecturer..if mmg kitorng yg slah..sorry...if x??kte jmpe kt pintu neraka!hahaha..xdela...aku da jnji nk up kan pointer aku sem ni..so mslh remeh2 cmni aku mlas nk pkir mcm dlu2...hope aku dpt a untuk subject remote sensing bcoz i love dis subject!da lme x blaja fizik kot.

17.7.09

the road was taken


the road is taken n i've taken my road..even dat road have many obstacles..i've choose dat road........bcuse i know dat's da right road..wlaupon kdng2 aku rse cm nk patah blk ikot jalan yg lagi satu sbb jalan ni ssh n berliku..kdng2 sakit..sgt2 sakit bg manusia yg lemah cm aku....n jalan yg lg satu senang....x sakit...tp..........aku x boleh pth blk n ikot jln yg senang 2 sb aku da tau yg jln senang 2 act jln mati..at the end aku akn sesat..sesat sesesat sesatnye..tp jln yg susah 2la sbnrnye jln yg lurus..wlaupon ssh..aku tau at the end aku akn smpai ke destinasi yg aku nk pergi~
~dat road was taken~

15.7.09

the road not taken

pg ni ujan..jln licin..nini n sasa xcdnt..ishh..mcm2 la...nini ok..lke2 ckit je..sasa la cian kn msuk wad..maybe tulang blkng retak..die x leh duduk..nk mkn pon ssh..ciannye la..nini kte moto die mmg ssh nk kawal..moto ego..dlu pon pnh jatoh tyme jln licin..agaknye moto 2 mmg x bape ok kot.,
ni la hospital klang..cm nk mati cri..sesat.siap msuk jalan anak panah senget lg..pia kte the road not taken..heheh~tolong la klang..npe la jln senget benget sgt..huhu~

k la da nantok sgt arini..ponteng clas 1 ari..ulang alik dr s.alam klang..im so tired..

14.7.09

math & science

tyme skewl dlu ske sgt 2 subject neh..interesting if 2 compare wif others..tp dlu still learn dis subject in malay..n smpai zmn adik2 aku da kn blaja in english..1 st impression aku ble tau diorng dpt blaja in english aku jeles sgt.kire diorng cm hebat la jgk dpt blaja subject yg ssh ni dlm english n nnt ble da cont study yg mostly using english..xde mslh bg diorng..x mcm aku..aku tade la hbt sgt english neh..tp IF it's all about science n math aku rse better using english than malay even aku x sehebat mne english?knape??sbb most science term aslnye dr bhsa latin yg diinggeriskan...n term die bkn 1 or 2..tp bnyk ..klu sume term sains nk dimelayukan ssh la beb~skrng aku blaja science in english n kdng2 ble aku nk cri info2 tmbhn dlm buku yg mmg ade dlm malay version je..siesly aku ckp aku tapaham..cam becelaru sbb aku da terbiase dgn term2 sc dlm english..x pnh ker korang rse cmtu???.(ke aku je)tp mybe ade certain U yg mmg gne malay..2 lain la.....n plus aku setuju dgn pendapt Tun yang pelajaran ni(especially math n sc.) bukan semata-mata untuk memaju atau mengembangkan bahasa.Pelajaran adalah untuk penguasaan ilmu, pelbagai jenis ilmu.n kalu nk kmbngkan bahasa bnyk lg cre bkn dgn gune math n sc as a medium..mybe kte nk naikkan martabat b.melayu di mata dunia cm jepun..ye la betul..tp bkn juz dgn cre berbangga dgn bahasa kite tp kte kn majukan bangsa kite dulu dgn btol2 kuasai math n science..cmne nk kuasai??sng je..dgn blaja math n science in english la..ilmu sains sentiasa berkmbng n tiap ari ade je new invention n mostly dlm english la..so klu still depend in malay jd katak bwh tempurung la org melayu..(aku org melayu gak..aku tamau jd katak) SO!so korang...ble kte da mju bru dunia pandang kite!pandang melayu!pandang BAHASA MELAYU!dats da way..

-akuskesubjectsainsdanakutamaujadikatakitu-

setan yg baik


tbe2 teringat tyme gurau2 dgn si sarah die ckp perangai aku cm setan..tp setan yg baik..ade ke setan yg baik??haha~da nmenye setan..setan la jgak..mne ade ade setan baik!so aku bkn perangai cm setan..sbb aku baik~...........(ape la aku merepek)
-akummgskemerepekbilekosong-

8.7.09

babai korang!

aku kuar jgak atlast..haih~~kua jgak aku dr kolej neh..tbe2 sedih sgt nk kua..tp ble dok sni aku tension...ble nk kua sedih,,..emmm...bnyk kenangan..sgt2 bnyk....xkan lpe..aku jmpe huda gemok jap..dlu aku yg beria nshat die jgn kua..tbe2 aku yg kua..

ni la kolej aku yg buruk..huuhu..mmg buruk pon..kolej lme..act sonok gak dok kolej ni..kua blik je boleh nmpak sume org..ble ujan trun je..sume org bepusu2 kua angkat baju smbil jerit2..kdg2 sempat lg borak2 tu...ble rumate xde..rmai lg kengkawan..sbb mmg knl dgn sume dak2 kolej ni..xkan bosan la..tp...........aku kua jgak..
ni pemandgn belah kiri kolej..slalu tnggu teksi kt cni nk g class..tnggu die....sape die..sape2 jela.

ni pemndgn belah kanan kolej..leh nmpak pusat sukan dr cni..pusat sukan...emmm..ble aku boring or sedih aku slalu lepak kt cni....slalu jmpe die kt p.sukan..isshhh...da la cte psal die..cte lme..xde guna cte..dats why aku x tahan dok kolej lg..bnyk kngn..baik aku kua..lpekan sume...

naik teksi g angkat bebarang kt umah bru aku!!ni la umh bru aku..n MY LIFE BEGIN~~~
-akutamaujadipompuanbodohlagi-














7.7.09

konpius feeling

nape aku ssh sgt nk wat decision??ya atau x je..tbe2 aku rse tamau dok lua.tamau dok umh pia..dpt rse adah n sarah sedih..maybe diorang x sedih aku kua tp maybe diorang rse lain..ye la..da 3 sem dgn diorang..makan sesame..g kuliah sesame..lmbat sesame..hapy sesame..group sesame..gosip sesame..sedih sesame..kua jejalan sesame..soping sesame..tbe2 tinggal diorang 2 je..emmm...esok last daftar kolej..n mlm ni ade pejumpaan..aku tertekan sgt ni..sies..klu aku tamau dok lua..sok je peluang aku nk dftar kolej.cmne ni..anim plak cm x yakin je bwk moto..ni yg wat aku takot neh..boleh ke die ni..adoyaii..ni yg wat aku rse lg tamau dok lua..tp aku da xnk jd komander..sgt2 xnak.ari 1 st da dpt keje..aku da xde mood..aku x enjoy pon..tah la..dlu cm excited..sanggup tahan je pape..skrng nk kua plak..cmne nk gtau kt senior..takot diorang x puas ati je..tp aku ade hak wat decision aku sndiri..ape yg aku nak..ape yg aku ske..x ske..klu pakse pon aku x kan bg full commitment..watpe..skunk ni aku btol2 dlm dilemma.tatau nk share dgn sape..nk share dgn ary.....aku da bkn sape2 bg die...nk share dgn kwn2..diorng pon da bnyk keje nk wat..awal2 sem da bnyk assgment..report..presentation..n mcm2 la..Ya Allah..x tahan sgt ni..sedih pon ade..ble ade prob..tp tatau nk share dgn sape..sedih sgt..nsb baik ade blog..atlist dpt cte kt blog aku yg best ni..rse lega ckit...wlpon aku tau msalh aku xkan selesai klu stakat cte kt blog..aku kn gak pkir cmne nk settle kan..aku kn gak wat decision..aku kn gak mlm ni..kn gak!!sbb sok last regist kolej..aku kn jgak berani ckp dpn2 dgn senior..n aku kn jge ati kwn2 aku..aku xkan lpekan diorang..adah n sarah..aku x beniat nk tnggalkan diorang..n lpe sme susah senang kitorang tp aku nk rse bebas..i want life...aku x pnh rse student yg btol2 student..aku da mls tipu dri sendiri..wat menda yg aku x ske dlm idop..dri dlu lg..aku slalu ikot je ape yg ape yg aku dpt..slalu gne prinsip 'let da tyme decide'..so skunk 'LET I DECIDE'...bia aku yg decide idop aku..slalu pkir xde tmpat aku nk share prob..tp aku lpe..aku spatotnye share dgn DIA...DIA spatotnye tmpat aku mengadu..bkn sesape..k la..pnt sgt..ati x tenang..~~

6.7.09

happy tp sedih

hepy sbb lulus test jpj n mak bgi dok lua

sedih sbb kn blk s.alam dgn sume keje x wat n missing sumone..beratnye hati nk jejak kaki kt s.alam..bnyk kenangan..benci perasaan cmni..

tbe2 ble da msuk kolej rse x sanggup nk tngglkn kolej n dok lua..x sanggup nk tingglkn adah dgn sarah..tp aku btol2 da mlas nk join komander..da penat sgt 3 sem..

4.7.09

the duke

talk show neh utk para2 maskulin je..(actually)..tp aku ske nengok..huhuhu..ske host die....ske..er..heh..i mean ske cara host die giving da talk..sempoi..n inspiring(for men la)+ even die explore heavy topic..ye r cm biz..wellness..finance..sex..stylish manner n cam2 r..tp swonok smpai leyh wat aku stop jap kunyah mknn if aku tgh mkn klu nengok talk shw neh..haha..
the duke??apebenda 2 act..dak laki kompem tau sbb diorng sume mst nk jd the duke..high rank.bak kte Marc Nelson 'The Duke is a man that every man wants to be and every woman wants to be with.’huhu..act x ssh pon nk jd the duke..bg aku la..juz be yourself..he’s successful in what he does and enjoys the finer things of life.”x perlu nk ensem hot glamor or wutsoever..
p/s-act...act..act..act..aku ske sbb host die very hot n hunk!!!ahahaha..xleh tipu..Rovilson Fernandez hot+ Marc Nelson hunk..